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I Am Lost In Shadow

by The Deepest Depths

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1.
In the Cage 11:49
Please leave me here I long for this darkness My life is painful and gone My heart is longing for this Please leave me here The sun is too bright The night is too cold The fight is endless My strength is diminished I am a sliced heartstring No longer holding blood Fear for me when I am gone I shall return in spectral times I release my life into yours Remember my sacrifice, as it is you Do not mourn as my elegy plays I shall become as seraphim Lo! Death has reared himself a throne
In a strange city lying alone
Far down within the dim West,
Where the good and the bad and the worst and the best
Have gone to their eternal rest.
There shrines and palaces and towers
(Time-eaten towers that tremble not!)
Resemble nothing that is ours.
Around, by lifting winds forgot,
Resignedly beneath the sky
The melancholy waters he.

No rays from the holy heaven come down
On the long night-time of that town;
But light from out the lurid sea
Streams up the turrets silently-
Gleams up the pinnacles far and free-
Up domes- up spires- up kingly halls-
Up fanes- up Babylon-like walls-
Up shadowy long-forgotten bowers
Of sculptured ivy and stone flowers-
Up many and many a marvellous shrine
Whose wreathed friezes intertwine
The viol, the violet, and the vine.
Resignedly beneath the sky
The melancholy waters lie.
So blend the turrets and shadows there
That all seem pendulous in air,
While from a proud tower in the town
Death looks gigantically down.

There open fanes and gaping graves
Yawn level with the luminous waves;
But not the riches there that lie
In each idol's diamond eye-
Not the gaily-jewelled dead
Tempt the waters from their bed;
For no ripples curl, alas!
Along that wilderness of glass-
No swellings tell that winds may be
Upon some far-off happier sea-
No heavings hint that winds have been
On seas less hideously serene.

But lo, a stir is in the air!
The wave- there is a movement there!
As if the towers had thrust aside,
In slightly sinking, the dull tide-
As if their tops had feebly given
A void within the filmy Heaven.
The waves have now a redder glow-
The hours are breathing faint and low-
And when, amid no earthly moans,
Down, down that town shall settle hence,
Hell, rising from a thousand thrones,
Shall do it reverence.
2.
Fractured 08:25
Breeding cacophonous feelings Despair like a stabbing glass Deep into flesh long scavenged Fractured am I, son of longing Rise from the shallow hole Looking through a stained goblet Filled with the wine of ages Drink deep my fractured child Become marrow as well as sand Bleed thy immobile blood I am the last of true mankind Flawed like the hanging sun I am the embodiment of darkness I will envelop all who stand in my way I devour sunlight faster than shade More powerful in lyric than my fathers I am broken and lying in this cell Fractured my hemlock drank Joints stiff and bitter taste Body loosing warmth and life I smile upon my unburied grave I laugh with the ghost in my mind My Fractured child I cry! From my Fractured eyes Spawn of my Fractured being Fractured fractals on Fractured soil! Feel my Fractured body fall!
3.
Entombment 16:10
In this cell I am alone Fear spreads through my soul Holes through which mice crawl And shadows on the walls I am alone in darkness I hear voices speaking about me The shadows dancing Endless silhouettes motion The squeals of dying mice As I crush them with my hand I throw the corpses away And leave myself in corners Shadows embrace my shoulders They weep for my affliction I cry for merciful death My captors return with spears No food or water here Except for melting snow Alone I wander the cell So alone, so alone Entombment before burial Before I am even dead My crimes are small My body is stinging Tears evaporating in the air No sunlight greets This longing soul I fear for death and malady Desolate screams Stalked by Grimness Infected with Melancholy I am alone in darkness So alone, So alone
4.
Solidify 12:18
Caved in my lungs Speaking foreign tongues Ripped of flesh and spirit Maniacal screams sear me Possessed by bleeding serenades In darkness’ cell I reside Loneliness spreads like fires Solidify the falling snow Ice breaks like glass Hearts leave their prisons Lust spreads like the wind I stand on the edge of the world Gazing at the abyss Longing for shapelessness In shadows I stand above Emptiness lurks within Corridors walls fading Into homeless structures Sadness solidified SOLIDIFY In my mind Solidify Breathless inside Heartless pride Solidified Pathless soul To the end Hard as coal
5.
Sinking Heart A passing glance over my shoulders A drifting stare across the dark sea Waves of love are now slowly crushing me Sinking heart lies in the shoals beside dreams Cursed place covered in the green moss Shipwreck coves treacherous land beneath Cages of bone confine my lost soul Escape denied from the love you adore Currents pull my cell back down below I cannot hold my breath any longer Black waves controvert my desires Only decease can free me now
6.
Confine Me 02:26
Confine me Confine me from light and love Confine me from those above Confine me from my grave Confine me to be saved Confine me to this cell Confine me back to hell
7.
The Door 14:40
This door is bound with whispers Withholding secrets that I long to implore What could be hiding? Hiding behind that thick door. Perhaps there is a wren that sings for me Perhaps a far and distant shore Whether bird or beach that lies for me It is just beyond that door. What splendor will I find? When I am free from this stock and store But I am dying to find it To find it just beyond the door What satiety I could have If I could rise off of the floor But I am trapped and bound On the inside of a locked door I beg you all to hate me Succeed and I’ll love you evermore But I know in my heart you sleep On the other side of the door
8.

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The Second Deepest Depths Album, more screaming and Classical string elements. The first instances of the Organ that would become definitive to the Deepest Depths sound.

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released February 1, 2009

Tony Rombola: All Instruments

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