Aggression at myself
It is all meaningless
Drought comes at night
And now I feel in this
My sinking ship has hit the bottom
The crewmembers corpses float in the wake
Those who were less lucky float below
In my last few moments
I take
One last look at the sky
One last look at the earth
For I know that I will die
For my life has no worth
I escape into my mind
My thoughts a thousand miles away
Darkness, cruel and unkind
And know I know it is here to stay
Worthless speck
Unfeeling and uncaring land
Harsh weather and low spirits
Filled with snow and sand
Deserts ov hot and cold
My sky is filled with clouds
Acidic rain drips onto my gaunt flesh
My earth is cold and unforgiving
The ground shakes my soul
I kiss the earth
I kiss the sky
I lie down
Its time to die
In my coffin ov hatred
I forever lie
This crypt ov darkness and failed dreams
It is now that I begin to cry
This world never wanted me here
It would not have eliminated everyone I hold dear
The door slams shut
The funeral march plays
The guests are parting
And I am not surprised
I would leave me here too
Here lies another body
Is what my tomb will read
Nothing wrong
No disease
Just not strong
And too hard to please
Death knocks on my door
And I greet him with open arms
I let out one last final roar
My parting with this world
Enjoy the silence in my absence
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